"Dear Future Husband:" A Letter To My Boo

hi. i'm your future wife. i don't like that word. wife. it's sooo boring sounding. there's gotta be a better word. i don't wanna just be your wife. wife. ugh. it just doesn't sound as royal as husband. so meanwhile...while you and i haven't met or maybe had that light-bulb moment of "oh my gosh, he/she's freakin' amazing!!! ...and not ugly at all!"...i'm gonna think of a better word for wife.

husband and bride. that sounds better. i know it's nothing new but it's more majestic and until i come up with something else, this will do.

i'll be your bride. never call me wife. ugh. "hello, this is my bride, leslie..." i like that. oh and feel free to throw in any other flattering adjectives next to that...

i hope you make me laugh a lot. that's all for now.

your bride.

Letting it out helps to let it go

got to do that tonight. it's not good to bottle up things. even if you're telling things to God, you still need humans who somewhat understand to hear you out. even stuff that's hard to say or that you dont know how to come about to say, God hears the groans and i think He makes a way for you to be heard...suddenly my heart's at peace.